I almost DIED jus now.. Drove to pick my mummy from work. This damn idiot almost crashed into my dad's car! This is caused by the wet roads i guess.. But i'm fine.. Just a little shocked.. Sometimes i feel tat driving is jus a way of letting myself to die earlier.. It does have a risk for my life.. No matter how careful a driver is, there are still drivers who are NOT CAREFUL!
I just got a little shocked from the journey.. Somehow feel a little scared to drive on rainy days.. This whole day i had many thoughts, maybe i'm jus too free at home.. I felt that i am very lost at the moment. I have no directions, no aims nothing.. Life is just me, myself & i.. Felt very sad, lonely and disappointed. Asking myself if i am reali such a lousy gerfriend? Asking myself if the relationship was jus a dream, i seat on my bed holding on to Alean(my hello kitty) started tearing for no reason? I reali dunno.. I am just too confused to know wat i'm doing and thinking.
... I am reali very sad and disappointed ...
Labels: I almost died
