Ever since i started working.. Days are still as usual.. Infact i feel tat it had become boring. After work, go home, naxt day wake up and i go back to work again. It's become a daily thingy.. But after work when i get home, some times i reali jus feel like hearing from my boyfriend calling asking me how's my work and how's everything going and etc.. It's not as i hoped.. Recently he has not been calling and only messaging me telling me he's tired and he wants to go sleep. Wat else can i do? Ya.. Just let him go sleep.. Even if he called and have a small talk about my birthday plans we quarreled. Why is our relationship becoming so empty? Cuz he's in camp and i have to be treated this way?

I do wanna hold on to this relationship, and yes i do love him lots.. Think i even love him more den i love myself.. But why can't he see it??? I can't do a thing but jus keeping things to myself.. All i wan is jus some concern tat he used to gimmi.. Even when time is a problem, i was jus hoping that he can make the effort to find and squeeze out some time to think of me. I realli dunno wat i'm supposed to do anymore... I realli do wan to hold on to this relationship, but why is it jus so stressing me up?

Bebe.. Can we jus stop all the quarrels and be wat we used to be???

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