Had been in bad mood for a week i guess.. My bebe recently busy cuz of his commitments and stuffs, making him not being able to find time for me. Cuz for about 2 months i don't even get my own private time with him after his book out. Everytime we meet up is the time when friends are gathered. It just makes me angry! Forget about it.. Guys are always like tat i think.. Usually for guys, they'll feel that other things are more important and they have to set a priority for other things and the gerfriend is always the one who loses out.
Even though was angry, i still managed to get him to accompany me and only me myself with him for our 11th monthsary yesterday. Even was a 2 hours private time with him i enjoyed. We went flying! Guess wat??? We took off at the Singapore Flyer! Photos are still with my bebe.. Will upload when photos are done.. Before we went flying, we had our dinner..
His favourite POPEYES!
I was caught eating so uglili.. ARGH!!! Cuz the mashed potatoes is hot!
After we finish flying for the day, went to meet his parents and here i am home again.
Since last night after his dad sent me home my day went wrong again.. Just don't get it at all.. Why must everything be me and my fault? Just don't feel like talking about it.. Makes me angry.. Cuz since young, i don't reali talk to my sis cuz of age gap.. So ya.. We quarreled.. If you are so clever den do it yourself..! Hate it..!
Today same thing.. Just don't feel like talking to anybody who lives in the house, cuz i just can't take it anymore..! They even planned to go out without me.. Den wat's the point of asking if i wanna go when they are already getting ready to go out? Just hate everybody okie?! Cried so hard alone at home and no one knows. Hates everybody!!!
After i had my time crying so hard.. I decided to do something.. Something that no one knows wat i'm trying to do..
BEFORE
AFTER SOME ARE DONE
ALMOST THERE
FINALLY DONE AFTER 2 HOURS OF HARD WORK
The above is only 1/4 done.. More to come... And will only be done a month later.. Stay tuned..
Labels: 11 months and counting
